Last Weeks Weight 172.0
Today's Weight 172.0
Total Loss: 0 lbs
The longest stall of my life continues. I am seriously convinced that this is where I will stay. Perhaps my body will never let go of any further weight. Now I am worried that the "maintaining" part may turn into gaining if I am not careful.
I think I can be happy at the weight I am. I am the healthiest I have been in years and I like how I look in clothes. But, I somehow think I should have lost more. I read posts from others who at the same point in their journey and they have lost so much more than me. I try not to compare my journey to anyone else's but I can't help but feel those old feelings of another failure.
I know that I could live the rest of my life at this weight and be healthy. I am tired of the struggle. I am tired of the measuring and logging of foods. I am tired of thinking about my weight, dieting has been such a huge part of my adult life and I would like to stop thinking about it now.
I am seriously frustrated but I know that now, more than ever, I need to continue blogging my way past this!