Friday, October 24, 2014

Friday Weigh-In....Is this the end?

Last Weeks Weight 172.0
Today's Weight  172.0
Total Loss:  0 lbs

The longest stall of my life continues.  I am seriously convinced that this is where I will stay.  Perhaps my body will never let go of any further weight.  Now I am worried that the "maintaining" part may turn into gaining if I am not careful.

I think I can be happy at the weight I am.  I am the healthiest I have been in years and I like how I look in clothes.  But, I somehow think I should have lost more.  I read posts from others who at the same point in their journey and they have lost so much more than me.  I try not to compare my journey to anyone else's but I can't help but feel those old feelings of another failure.  

I know that I could live the rest of my life at this weight and be healthy.  I am tired of the struggle.  I am tired of the measuring and logging of foods.  I am tired of thinking about my weight, dieting has been such a huge part of my adult life and I would like to stop thinking about it now.

I am seriously frustrated but I know that now, more than ever, I need to continue blogging my way past this!

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